Friday, December 12, 2008 ♥
its hard to wait ard for something that might not happen. ♥ 2:44 AM
oh well, its been long since ii last blogged about my tots and feelings yeah?
had been feeling quite down!
MARMIE's CONSTANT NAGGINGS is driving me crazy!
so ii finally get my arse down and start sending resumes to companies!
pls wish me all the best that ii can get a GOOD PAID JOB ASAP alright?
prolly to shut that MOUTH of hers yeah?
ii dun want to be mean to her.
but its just that, ii wasn't feeling very good either and she just keep continue nagging and nagging and nagging like canon?
ARRGH! it just makes everything worst!
& wats more?
ii cant get to sleep in the night.
ii tend to think alot.
about my life?
and wat the future holds for me?
its all so BLUR, so UNCERTAIN, so HOPELESS for me...
ii slacked so much and wasted my life partying away...
oh well, its not exactly wasted my life away cos ii am doing smth ii am enjoying.
ii just felt that ii should be like that anymore.
ii know ii had been saying this gazillion times and ii got so sicked of myself too.
ii need time...
time to get myself a good stable job.
thats prolly wat ii needed the most right now?
to satisfy my own needs and wants!
I NEED TO WORK, PARTY & PLAY (:
heh heh.
I, CALLY NG Y.X, HEREBY ANNOUNCED THAT I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO TONE DOWN FROM CLUBBING & DRINKING (:
GOOD NEWS/BAD NEWS?
I AM SERIOUS (:
I FEEL THAT I SHOULD AT LEAST GET A JOB FIRST BEFORE I CONTINUE MY NONSENSE AGAIN.
IT WILL NOT BE LONG TILL I START ALL MY NONSENSE AGAIN (:
TRUST ME!
BECOS, I STILL LOVE TO CLUB, DRINK AND GET HIGH!
another thing is that ii realised I AM REALLY FAN JIAN.
as in its very funny of myself.
ppl who bothers and cares, ii tend to not give a shit!
but towards ppl who dun care as much, ii tend to want them to care more?
like WTH right?
LOL.
ppl who msg me everyday, ii tend to not give such a big fcuk about them.
however, ppl who msged me occasionally, ii will be like darn happy to see their name on my phone.
ii will stay awake to reply their msges no matter how long/late ii have to wait.
SILLY isn't it?
& ii can be smiling to myself on my bed waiting for their msges!
ii seriously think that ii am a `101% CRAZY GIRL!
hahahaha.
& becos, ii had been "playing" alot recently...
ii get bored with ppl who are not "INTERESTING"!
ii love to talk to GUAI LAN ppl!
only GUAI LAN ppl can make all our conversations going on and on and on....
& the more ii yearn for them to contact me!
ii am prolly crazy ii know :P
do you know the slightest lil thing can make me happy for the whole day? (:
P.S- sometimes wat u want may not be wat others want.
wat u think may not be wat others think.
it seems like ii am always running away from facts and reality.
ii keep avoiding things :(
GOOD NIGHT DEARIES!
I WILL UPDATE ANOTHER POST WHEN I WAKE UP TML :)
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