Friday, December 19, 2008 ♥
JUST LOOK AT HOW BLOODY PATHETCI I AM! ♥ 5:36 PM
hais.ii was just in the mood to blog until the bloody TURBO CANON starts SHOOTING AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN!
SERIOUSLY I DUNNOE WTF IS WRONG U KNOW?
NOW MY FAMILY RELATIONSHIP IS SO TENSED UP AND ALL.
CANON KEPT COMPLAINING THAT BRO AND I KEPT GOING OUT TILL DAWN!
NOW SHE SAID THAT SHE WILL NOT CARE/BOTHER IF WE COME BACK AT DAWN!
& SHE SAYS SHE IS NOT GIVING MI A SINGLE CENTS ANYMORE!
OH WELL, COOL!
PROLLY I SHOULD TAKE UP STEALING OR PICKPOCKETING AS A HOBBY NOW?
COME ON LAR.
I KNOW I HAD BEEN WASTING ALOT OF TIME NOT WORKING.
BUT NOW, CANT U SEE I AM TRYING MY BEST TO FIND A JOB ALR?
TIMES ARE BAD, U THINK ITS VERY EASY?
CANT U PPL BE MORE SUPPORTIVE?
I AM REALLY TRYING VERY HARD!
ITS MY FIRST PERM JOB AND I DUN WANNA ANYHOW MAKE SILLY DECISIONS U KNOW?
& THROUGH AGENCIES, IF I REGRET...
I WILL HAVE TO PAY THEM A LUMP SUM OF MONEY AND WHERE THE FCUK TO FIND MONEY U TELL ME?
I DUN EVEN HAVE A SINGLE BLOODY CENT WITH ME NOW!
IN MY FCUKING 20 YEARS OF LIVING...
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM FEELING SO HOPELESS/HELPFUL AND SO BLOODY FCUKING POOR JUST BECOS MY SO-VERY-LOVELY-SUPER-DUPER-FCUKING-NICE-GOOD-FANTASTIC-EXECELLENT-BRILLIANT PARENTS REFUSED TO SUPPORT MY LIVING NOW!
I HAD TO OWE MY FRIENDS $$$ JUST TO HAVE A NICE MEAL WITH THEM.
I DUN EVEN HAVE MONEY TO TOP UP MY EZ LINK CARD.
ITS NOW -$0.71!
HOW COOL RIGHT?
LIKE WAT HAS GONE WRONG?
PROLLY I AM THE ONLY ONE TO BE BLAME COS I TOOK SO FCUKING LONG TO GET A JOB FOR MYSELF!
LIKE HELLO! HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT THE AIRPORT JOB WILL BE CANCELLED SO LAST MIN?
AND NOW, I HAD BEEN SENDING RESUMES AND GOING FOR INTERVIEWS ALR U SEE?
SO WAT ELSE THEY EXPECT?
ME TO BE SOME HOOKERS/BAR GIRLS OR WAT?
SO I GET INSTANT MONEY AND FAST MONEY TO SUPPORT MYSELF RIGHT NOW?
ISSIT?
OR SHOULD I GO BUGIS STREET TO BEG FOR MONEY LIKE SOME OTHER BEGGARS?
LIKE WTFF? SERIOUSLY WTF?
I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND AND I CAN NV UNDERSTAND!
WHY DO U WANNA PUSH MI OFF THE LIMIT?
OK, I KNOW ITS MY FAULT FOR NOT SAVING FOR RAINY DAYS COS I HAD BEEN SPENDING LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS!
NOW I HAVE SO MUCH DEBTS TO CLEAR!
MY CITIBANK CREDIT CARD!!!
ALL THE FLAMING LAMBOS AND VODKA?
$$$ THAT I OWE MY FRIENDS?
ALL AT LEAST AMTED TO 200$?
TOTALLY SO COOL!
I GUESS MY CHRISTMAS PLANS AND CLUBBING PLANS SHOULD BE CANCELLED YA?
THOUGH I REALLY LOOKED FORWARD TO SPEND MY CHRISTMAS WITH SOMEONE/SOME PPL.
NOW ALL IS RUIN!
I DUN EVEN HAVE MONEY FOR MY TRANSPORT, WATS MORE FOOD AND ALCOHOL?
DUN EVEN NEED TO THINK ABOUT IT!
THEY ONLY THINK THAT I AM GIVING SHAME TO THE FAMILY DEN DO THEY KNOW THAT THEY ARE ALSO GIVING SHAME TO ME WHEN I GO OUT AND DO NOT HAVE A SINGLE FCUKING CENTS TO PAY FOR MY BLOODY FOOD?
& ALL BECOS I DUN GET MY ALLOWANCE AT ALL NOW!
WAT CAN I SAY?
FINGERS WILL STILL BE POINTED AT ME...
WELL, VERY GOOD...
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS IS BECOS OF ME!
I GOT MYSELF INTO SUCH SHITS!
AND I DUNNOE HOW THE FCUK TO GET MYSELF OUT OF THE BLOODY SHIT NOW!
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE HERE TO DIE!
& SAY GOODBYE TO MY 21ST...
I SHOULD JUST STAY HOME ALONE AND HIDE IN MY ROOM TO CHEW ON MY BLANKET?
OR MAYB I CAN OPEN UP ALL THE CAN FOOD AND ALL TYPES OF MAGGI NOODLES LEFT IN MY HOUSE?
DEN I CAN DO UP A BUFFET MAGGI AND CAN FOOD PARTY?
& I WILL BE THE ONLY ONE ATTENDING MY 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTY!
WOW! COOL ISNT IT?
WTfff!
AH WHATEVER LAR.
THATS NOT IMPT ANYWAY.
COS I THINK THEY DUN EVEN BOTHER LA.
SO WHY SHOULD I BE BOTHERED TOO?
THINGS SUCKS ALOT NOW!
& I DUN WISH TO TALK ABOUT IT ANYMORE.
THINKING THAT I AM THE ONE WHO GOT MYSELF INTO SUCH SHITS AND THIS BLOODY TENSED RELATIONSHIP BTW MY FAMILY MEMBERS...
EVERYTHING JUST SUCK TO ME RIGHT NOW.
I FELT LIKE SCREAMING AND SHOUTING BUT THAT DOESNT SOLVE THE PROBLEM AT ALL!
I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF TO BE MATURE COS I AM GOING 21 SOON.
I SHOULD HANDLE THINGS IN A MATURE WAY...
BUT SOMETIMES, I JUST FELT LIKE DOING THINGS OTHERWISE.
AH CRAP.
DUN BOTHER.
JUST LOOK AT HOW BLOODY FCUKING PATHETIC I AM NOW!
AND PLS LAUGH OUT LOUD AT ME!
2DEC2008
ii forgot what ii did...
ii only rmbed, ii met up with BRO for FISH & CO den we shopped ard in town...
got to know ANDRE :)
at night, supper at PASTA MANIA den HOME SWEET HOME?
ARRGH! ii cant rmb alr.
BRO & ANDRE :))
HAHAHA. seriously TOOT enough!
I LOOKED STUPID I KNOW :( the bloody spects costed $43!!!
SUITS MI YEAH?
looks a lil like "UGLY"
I LIKE THIS BBQ CHICKEN PIZZA FROM PASTA MANIA :))
4DEC2008
basically, ii spent my whole day waiting for MISTRESS to get her STANDARD CHARTERED GOODY BAG STUFFS & TO CUT HER HAIR!
den met BRO :)
went down to TOWN for LATE DINNER :)
P.S- I AM NOT POOR... JUST THAT SOME PPL REFUSED TO GIVE ME MONEY!THATS IT!
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FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK
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BRO & ANDRE :))
HAHAHA. seriously TOOT enough!
I LOOKED STUPID I KNOW :( 
SUITS MI YEAH?
looks a lil like "UGLY"
I LIKE THIS BBQ CHICKEN PIZZA FROM PASTA MANIA :))
P.S- I AM NOT POOR... JUST THAT SOME PPL REFUSED TO GIVE ME MONEY!
