Sunday, February 15, 2009 ♥
STAY STRONG (: ♥ 11:38 PM
WELL, I FELT TOTALLY HORRIBLE NOW!I COULDNT EVEN SPEAK A PROPER SENTENCE NOW :(
YET I SHOUTED, YELLED, SCREAMED & CRIED!
SERIOUSLY, I DUN UNDERSTAND AND I DUNNOE WATS THE FCUKING PROBLEM WITH EVERYTHING!
EVERYTHING SEEMS SO WRONG AND FCUKED UP!
I AM ALR SO SICKED AND LOSING MY VOICE WHY MUST I STILL SHOUT?
COS I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
LIKE COME ON?
U LISTENED TO SOME IDIOTS AND DEN U THINK SHE MAKES SENSES DEN NOW U ARE TRYING TO BRAIN WASH ME TOO?
LIKE SERIOUSLY WTF CAN?
WAT'S THE FCUKING PROBLEM WITH U?
AND WATS THE FCUKING PROBLEM U HAVE ON ME?
FOR ONE MOMENT I FELT AS THOUGH MY WORLD IS FALLING APART U KNOW?
ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE NOW.
I AM SUFFOCATING ALR!
DUN PUSH ME ANY FURTHER OK?
JUST DUN PUSH ME...
U WANT ME TO WORK, NOW I HAVE A JOB~!
SUCH A FANTASTIC JOB WHICH U THINK IT IS?
I TOOK IT UP TO SATISFY U PUTTING ASIDE WHETHER I LIEK THE JOB OR NOT.
NOW?
WATS THE FCUKING PROBLEM?
THAT I HAVENT BEEN HOME ON SOME OCCASIONS?
I KNOW I AM AT FAULT BECOS I AM A GIRL AND I SHOULD NOT OVERNIGHT AT SOMEONE PLACE BE IT A GIRL'S OR A GUY'S.
BUT LIKE HELLO?
I TOT A GIRL SHOULD BE FINE?
CANT U TRUST ME WHEN I AM UR DAUGHTER?
LIKE FOR THE WHOLE 20 YEARS?
I KNOW I HAVENT BEEN BEHAVING LIKE A GOOD GIRL.
I KNOW THAT...
PROLLY I HAD DONE ALOT OF THINGS THAT DISAPPOINT ALOT OF PPL BEFORE.
I AM DISAPPOINTED ON MYSELF TOO!
BUT NO MATTER HOW PLAYFUL AND WILD I AM, I WILL NOT LET MYSELF DO ANY WRONG THINGS U SEE?
SELF LOVE! I KNOW ABOUT THAT ALL ALONG!
I HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING THAT EVEN IF I DUN LOOK AS THOUGH I AM!
I DUN CARE HOW THE PPL OUT THERE LOOKED AT ME U SEE?
LIKE HELLO? IF SOMEONE DRESSED A LIL LESSER, U WILL THINK SHE IS CHEAP OR SLUT.
WELL, FIRST IMPRESSION U WILL THINK OF THAT...
LIKE WHEN I COME ACROSS SOMEONE WHO DRESSED THIS WAY, I WOULD BITCH ABOUT HER TOO!
BUT WHO CARES?
SHE DOESNT KNOW AND I DUN KNOW HER WELL!
I DUN EVEN THINK SHE WILL GIVE A FCUK ABOUT WAT I THINK WHEN I AM SOME NOBODY TO HER!
SAME GOES TO U!
I ONLY CARE ABOUT HOW MY CLOSED FRIENDS AND FAMILY THINKS ABOUT ME!
& ITS KINDA DISAPPOINTING IF MY PARENTS COULDNT UNDERSTAND THEIR GIRL WHEN SHE IS LIVING WITH THEM FOR 20 YEARS!
20 FCUKING YEARS OKIE?
NOT 2 WEEKS, NOT 2 MTHS, NOT 2 YEARS!
IS 20 FCUKING YEARS!
I KNOW SOMEHOW I MAY HAVE DO THINGS THAT U WILL FEEL LIKE SLAPPING ME AFTER U KNOW!
I KNOW I AM PLAYFUL AND CRAZY AT TIMES BUT U HAVE TO TRUST ME RIGHT?
SIGHH.
WATEVER LAR!
I WISH I WASN'T BORN IN THE MTH OF FEB!
& I DIDNT KNOW MY BIRTHDAY WOULD CAUSE SO MUCH UNHAPPINESS!
WELL, PROLLY I SHOULDNT EVEN COME TO THIS FCUKING WORLD TO HAVE TO FACE SUCH SHITS NOW!
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HORRIBLE I FEEL NOW!
I WISH SOMEONE COULD UNDERSTAND.
I WISH SOMEONE IS HERE FOR ME :(((
I WISH I HAVE A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON!
I WISH I HAVE A CHEST TO CRY TO!
HOWEVER I HATE THE FACT THAT I WILL START GETTING TOO USED TO CERTAIN STUFFS!
I WISH I CAN HUG BRO, HUI & BITCHY LIKE NOW :(
P.S- I AM ALRIGHT (:
I SHOULD LEARN TO STAY STRONG!
THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY CRAP SHITS!
EVERYTHING SHOULD BE FINE!
JUST DISCUSSED ABOUT THE MENU WITH THEM (:
DESPITE ALL THE SHOUTING AND QUARRELLING, I AM SURE THEY STILL LOVE ME AND I LOVE THEM STILL :D
I AM SORRY THAT I AM ALWAYS SO WILFUL WANTING EVERYTHING MY WAY AND NOT ADMIT MY MISTAKES AT TIMES :(
21 YEARS OLD, I SHALL CHANGE THAT :DD
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