Sunday, March 15, 2009 ♥
OUTRAGEOUS life shall come to an END! ♥ 1:25 AM
hi dears!
honestly speaking, ii am not feeling very good right now!
dad and mum is prolly sicked of my outrageous lifestyle and habits!
now ii got banned/grounded!
like ii have to be home before 11p.m everyday if not ii will have to spend my night outside!
daddy is super disappointed with me and stuffs like that!
ii guess ii am really overboarded this time round...
ii havent been behaving like a good girl huh?
& I KNOW ITS HARD TO BELIEVE IT BUT I AM GIVING IN TO THEM THIS TIME ROUND!
ii wanna tone down from everything!
PARTIES & ALCOHOL...
they are bad for health anyways...
its prolly time ii take care of my health before anything happens...
somehow ii dun understand why ii couldnt take good care of myself...
ii am really disappointed in myself that ii need my parents to resort to giving me curfew just to ensure that ii behave well!
well, ii wont deny life has been quite screwed ever since last year when ii did silly things whenever ii had too much alcohol...
its things u nv want to know a single bit...
looks like ii havent been showing myself some SELF-LOVE yeah?
ii am getting way out of control...
so ii guess, its a good thing that my parents are controlling me now~!
ii should listen to them before something bad happens and prolly its too late to regret by then :D
ii know it would be hard... hard for me to obey...
but den again, for myself and ppl who cares...
ii should at least try!
try to stop every crazy lil things that ii am doing right now...
ii wont want everyone to keep worrying for me every now and then!
ii am already 21!
ii should learn to take care of myself :D
like as if ii can? ii will still try lar!
ii want to live a simple life!
life that is not so complicated!
ii am not saying ii am having a complicated life here!
its just that my life havent been a peaceful one?
ii have been quite messed up now and then!
& all these shall stop for good (:
ii hope ii am determined and firmed about this!
ii really hated myself to be so SAN FEN ZHONG RI DU u know?
like just for the moment ii want this but another moment ii changed my mind :((
there's alot in my mind now...
ii dunnoe how ii can sort everything out...
sometimes ii just wish to be alone...
alone...
ii just feel like crying out loud!!!
ii dun even know wtf ii am thinking!
ii dun even know wtf ii want?
ii dun even know wtf ii am doing at times!
AHHH. WHATEVER!
lets not get emo here...
ii am heading to bed already (:
ii dun wanna think so much for now!
the more ii think, the more ii feel lost...
and the more ii wanted something else...
I JUST WANNA SAY SORRY (:
dun ask, dun probe, dun question, dun do anything :)
ii will be alright!
TRUST ME!
mayb ii just need a shoulder to cry out!
cos ultimately ii am the only one who can solve my own problem...
just a random note: ii felt like creating a private blog...
GOOD NIGHT!
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